waste

well. it is pretty much settled. i'm never going to get a good job because my gpa is garbage. maybe if i spent more time studying and going to class and less time fucking around i would go somewhere in life. here's to being a trophy wife because that is pretty much all i have left as an option. i'm broke and stupid. this is soooo becoming 'cry journal' really fast. now i can just sit here alone and sulk about my patheticness forever. speaking of being an idiot, 2 of my classes for next semester are on regional campuses. cool was i on fucking crack when i made my schedule. no more 4 day weekend, which is probably good because apparently i have to spend more time on my studies anyway or i am going to graduate with like a 1.0. going to crawl in a hole now. see ya next year when i'm homeless and alone working at the mcdonalds in willimantic.