Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Cry journal

My life is about as sad and pitiful as my bedroom looks... that's is pretty sad. I can't complain about my job because well, I feel like that would come back and bite me in the ass, but.. it's not ideal. I come home to an apartment I'm too poor to furnish and sit alone for a solid 3 hours before I go to bed by 10:30. When I do go out, I get drunk in half the amount of time and am KOed for the rest of the weekend because apparently that just takes too much out of me right now. This sucks. Real life sucks. When it was summer internships it was fine, there was a definable end and the anticipation of another glorious semester ahead and what it would bring. Now, there's nothing, just another Monday morning to go back to work where I am unchallenged and disappointed in my pay. Fun fact, made more an hour as an intern. Yup. FML.

1 comments:

Kendra said...

I feel your pain, but think of it this way at least you have your own apartment, it is ten times worse living back with your parents, especially when they have decided to start charging you rent.